Thursday, 14 July 2005
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I'm very fucking angry... So fucking angry to the fucking extend I feel fucking disappointed. If that's what you fucking think I'm all about fine... Go ahead. See if I really give a fuck. You might fucking expect me to know you really fucking well, but ask your fucking self. How fucking well do you even fucking know me? Just fucking forget everything. You know so fucking much about feeling fucking hurt... I guess, to you that's something I never fucking feel right? Sophia's forever fucking happy, I don't think she fucking understands what feeling fucking hurt is all about... Well FUCK you. I'm fucking human too, the only fucking difference, I don't show much fucking emotion. It's always me fucking hurting you, me not being fucking considerate bla bla bla... Have you ever fucking thought about whether you've fucking hurt me before? Just that I don't fucking say anythin? *sigh* Just fucking forget everything. I don't want to be fucking angry at you... you know I hate being angry at you, it actually does hurt me more...... Just want you to know, I never expected to hear those kind of comments from you... Especially to someone else. Forget it... Fucking forget everything. It hurts so much to know... I don't want to be angry...
And, even after my warning to you about excessive profanities, if you're thinking to yourself, "Wah, so rude" or "Tsk tsk tsk, kids nowadays" or "No manners" or "Barbaric" or "Boh Kuan" or "Boh Ka Si" or anything along those lines:
FUCK YOU... DON'T YOU FUCKING UNDERSTAND PLAIN ENGLISH THAT EXPLAINS TO YOU THAT THIS ENTRY CONSISTS OF EXCESSIVE SWEARING? RETARD.
Monday, 11 July 2005
Some Pictures...

Middle Jilin, Me, Mich
Bottom Jason, Eric: My 5ft 8 stranger (according to Cikgu Lily)
Bored waiting for the damn shuttle.. Hehe.. Kuching people are lazy.
During the finale on 10th July
It was one hell of a crowd man... Bit too blur.



The end...
2006... here we come... :)
RWMF 2005 Is Over...! Failed BM Oral.. Hehe... Mdm Fucking Voon is a Fucking Bitch.
Ah... RWMF is finally over. Had a blast! It wasn't as fantastic as last years one but it was quite good. There were a few bands that were great, namely the Columbians, Australians, Americans and the South Africans. Great music to dance too! Apparently, more than half of Kuching was there too. Met a hell lot of people. My Damai room neighbour was GLiew and I didn't even know until Saturday afternoon. Hehe... I was worried I was going to wake my neighbour up but oh well, found out it was only him so I don't think he got proper sleep the next few nights. Hehe...
Anyway, it'll be a little to long to recap my trip so I'll probably just post up a few pictures I took with my phone (my digicam is DEAD and I haven't gotten the pictures from my friends cameras yet). Had lots of fun but was a little troublesome travelling back and forth Lagoon and Beach because Vicky they all have a room in Lagoon and I had a room in Beach.
During the shows, it was really packed with really really hot angmohs! Both males and females. Wow... most of them really look yummy! On the 2nd night, Jilin and I met 2 sexy English men (big thank you to Niel for "chatting them up" for us). One was drunk and their accent was really sexy. Jilin being the hiaw mo she always is, jk, was literally salivating over them! But oh well, at the end of the night, we saw one of them whisking a girl off. Hehe... nice to see only ler. Not really the kind to bring home if you know what I mean *wink wink*. Oh yea, Cikgu Lily, my 5ft 8 stranger (which is my very very good friend Eric by the way *rolls eyes at Cikgu*) is N-O-T-H-I-N-G compared to the 2 angmohs. Hehe...
Got to meet up with my KL friends which I met last RWMF. Not all of them came down. They are one crazy crowd I tell you. So much fun with them around. They are great people. They party really really hard and are really sporting. Also got to knew quite a few more friends friends. You get the picture.
I realised something about this music festival. Majority of the patrons all have one thing on their minds. To get drunk/wasted/high/tipsy and dance the night away. Majority of this majority even hope to score a one night stand with the other sex in hopes they find someone from a different race. Oh well, all I do is scan for hotties and like what people always say in Hokkien, 'wash eyes until gold gold' (translate as directly as possible).
Overall, it was great (I don't know how many times I've said great). Can't wait for next years. Great music, great company, great "scenery"... what more could anyone ask for?
Thursday, 7 July 2005
RWMF 2005!!!
These two days has been all about exams exams exams. Something funny happened yesterday. Before Maths I, we had a 30 minute break. So the last 10 minutes, I was in 5C with Ian, Erich, Rusydie and Billy if I'm not wrong. They were playing cards on top of Gabriel Chan's potrait! Hehe... Anyway, one of them thought it looked like those funeral pictures so Rusydie put his hood over his head and held the picture. The rest of us walked behind him in a single file and pretended to be sad. When we reached upstairs, everyone started laughing and Gabriel started to charge towards us. To avoid Gabriel from taking it, people started passing the picture around the crowded corridor and next thing we knew it was inside the library. So GLiew passed it to me and I rested it against the glass window but I didn't know he was still inside so everyone was laughing and he came in and took it down. He looked pretty ticked off at us. Anyway, Ian sits behind him during exam so I was told when Gabriel put his framed picture on the floor, Ian crawled under his table to take it again. Hehe... Naughty naughty naughty boy!
Brandon's becoming more and more cranky by the day. Ish... just like an old man. Will post some stuff up later. I'm lazy to continue :)
Monday, 4 July 2005
Interesting...
I swear they look like girls from the back!!! Really tall girls.
Yes I took a picture of them too. Rude in a way, but couldn't help it. Sorryyy...!
I don't have anything against lesbians, gays, bisexuals, cross dressers, fruitcakes, faggots, carpet munchers etc. etc. I actually have a gay friend and he's really fun. It's just the irony of how they look in comparison to an actual girl that shocked me. I swear they had a nicer figure than a lot of REAL GIRL GIRLS. I respect peoples choice to be what they want to be. If you think you like sticks to holes, go ahead, nuts to breast, go ahead. It's your choice and some people are happier that way. It's no use succumbing to the pressure of society and not be happy for the rest of your life. In this century, people are being more open about sexuality so yea. Go ahead. Being gay is not a crime. Gay people are human too.
Anyway, went home after all that excitement and was discussing with my mum about people who are trapped in the wrong body and stuff. She has a lesbian friend too and she's cool. Oh well... Took a bath and started studying Science. *sigh* I have no Form 4 notes whatsoever, so if majority of the paper is from Form 4, I'm dead... AGAIN. Hehe... Anyway, it started raining like a bitch and it looked quite cool so I had to take a picture of it. Yes I know. I'm addicted to taking random photos.
My neighbourhood when it was raining this afternoon.
Check out my neighbours tree. It looked like it was going to topple over.
Your typical random picture :)
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Pulsating heart... Cool ey ;)
Sunday, 3 July 2005
Fucking Stomach ache
Ta dah... Lausai medicine
It's damn fucking smelly... leaves a rubber tasting after taste in your mouth. Oh well, desperate measures.
Anyway, went to Red Tea Road (my 2nd home) just now for a drink. Saw something interesting. There was this group of people who were playing cards and eating when a stray cat (my good friend) started wandering around under their table. That cat is always there. Anyway, nomarlly, if we were eating, we would give it bones and not so nice tasting bits of our food, but these people, threw a perfectly uneaten clean drumstick on the ground for it. Damn lucky cat. Some people in parts of the world don't even have chicken bones to eat let alone drumsticks.
Meet the Zen Zhu cat
It's also a regular there :)
Went to the car show too today (thank you Cletus for the tickets and sorry didn't meet up with you that night). Nothing much actually. Mostly same faces as last years car show. Didn't get to see Amber Chia in action though. Apparently a lot of the guys have been telling me she looks hot and is damn tall for an Asian chick. Found the PC Fair upstairs more interesting though. Was falling in love with the white Altec Lansing speakers (no reason to get them :( I just bought a new set of speakers at last years PC Fair) and the laptops. Nice man... so sharp. Speaking of sharp, went to Tun Jugah last night so thought I'll pop by Sony for a while. There was this TV (if I'm not wrong. Don't really remember now) selling for bout RM50000... yes... 50K. But it was so sharp and clear that it made you feel that whatever was showing on it was actually really in front of you. Oh well... 50K on a damn screen is a bit stupid.
MORAL TOMORROW AND I CAN'T FIND MY BIBLE (the piece of paper with every single nilai and definition)! I remember slipping it into one of books and putting the book inside my bag but now I can't find it and this fucking stomach ache isn't being much of a help either.
Oh yea... you know how you hate it when you step on someone's chewing gum while you're walking? Well, I have a friend, *cough* Eric *cough*, who was chewing gum and he spat it out of the car. His girlfriend whacked him and it was funny because he didn't know what he did wrong. Anyway, managed to take a picture of it.
Bahaha... The Gum
Anyway, he learned his lesson in the end which was either (a) Wrap it up in tissue and dispose of it later the proper way OR (b) Don't simply spit your gum when you're with your girlfriend. If I was him, I'll opt for (b). Hehe... Nothing much we can do ler... it's a cultural for Kuching people to litter and spit out of their cars. Especially:
- Ah peks (Taukeh, kopi O kao/hoh boh/lu eh chai ah (you know ah) [launches into gossip mode]/aisi TOTO chut lor tiok tao pio ah (aisi TOTO out lor kenak 1st prize ah)) that sit in kopitiams or ride their Vespas (a super old scooter. Damn nice though)
- Ah Bengs (Kaninah chao cibai (self explanatory) kua hamik lan (what you looking at)/ lu sio lu si hamang (who do you think you are)/ lu sio lu chin keh si meh (you think you so cool meh)/ woofer 24 chun aloi lin 22 chun (woofer 24 inches alloy rim 22 inches) [launches into tua pao (big cannon) mode]) that also sit around in kopitiams or hang around shady cyber cafes or pubs
- Wassupers (wassup bro, peace out bro, look at muh bling bling, yo muh brutha, muthafucka yo, yo yo yo [insert nigga style finger poses after every sentence]) who hang around shopping complexes looking cool
To all ah peks, ah bengs or wassupers out there, I'm sorry if you feel offended by all that but I'm just trying to make sure people who read this understand what kind of people are categorized under those labels.
It's bad I know, but I'm sure many of you are guilty of doing that on SEVERAL occasions. I know I am and I won't deny it. Damn I can get bitchy :)
I like having a camera phone, can take pictures of all these things. Man I'm having fun with it.
Saturday, 2 July 2005
Perdagangan Perdagangan... *haih*
Anyway, something did cheer me up just now. Before our Perdagangan I paper, the few of us were in the library, namely Brandon, Jillian, Grodon, GLiew, Bryant, Pei Sze, Amy and a few other people. Grodon was being his annoying self and started pestering Jillian. He kept chasing her round the library. So he started jumping and pushing Jillian at the same time and going "Jill, Jill, Jill, Jill x100000". Brandon and I were busy trying to figure out how to count dividen for koperasi and ignoring them when all of sudden we heard a loud THUD. We turned and saw Jillian sprawled on the floor and Grodon looking down on her! Apparently, Grodon miscalculated and pushed her a little too hard. GLiew looked like he was going to die due to lack of oxygen because he was laughing so hard. So Brandon and I burst out laughing too. So Grodon was trying to help her up and he was like "HAHA... Jill... HAHA... Are you HAHA... alright HAHA... did HAHA... you hurt HAHA... yourself". Jill started tearing and laughing at the same time and Grodon was doing such a horrible job comforting her! It didn't help that everyone was laughing too!
L-R Jill, Grodon
Gordon doing a horrible job at trying to comfort Jill who was tearing. Hilarious. He was like "Jill sorry HAHA... Jill sorry HAHA... Jill HAHA... sorry".
Anyway, Steve came in and saw the commotion and started to ask us what happen. So GLiew and I roughly demonstrated what happened and Steve started laughing too! I don't know what got into him, he started chasing Jill round the library again! He kept trying to be some gorilla and kept taunting Jill and she started running. He kept saying things like "I'm walking and I still can catch up with you" and "Look, I'm a gorilla you better run faster". The animal in him went loose! I swear they're all crazy! Pity Jill. She always seems to be their victim whenever they start going crazy. Haha...
Sing Jiat and Cherie came to school just now. Apparently, Jiat was playing mailman and distributing the stuff that Jane, Bryan and Amelia bought for everyone. Jack was so happy today it's the first time he was willing to stay in school when everyone else was gone. Apparently, he was collecting his birthday presents! LOL...
Kun is a cheater when it comes to NBA 2004. He locked my controllers and gave me useless Parker from Spurs. The guys accused me of camping when it was actually a very good strategy planned out by me and Kun seeing I didn't have much of a choice on players. Oh yea... Kun SUCKS in Amplitude, he's blind (couldn't see the multi-tab and the Amplitude CD right in front of him) and he's stupid (he keep scolding people for simply pressing the controllers when he himself was the only one pressing). We all still love him. Happy birthday Handsome (that's what he renamed his picture as in my phone).
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO KELVIN "KUN" CHAI AND JACKSON "HANDSOME" TEO (1ST JULY)!!!
Wednesday, 29 June 2005
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MIKEY FEHR WONG WUN CHIANG (26TH JUNE)!!!
Happy Birthday Chiang!! I know it's bout 3 days late but oh well. A whole post just for you. Keep that great looking ass of yours and all the best. Don't fail SPM and don't disturb Kun so much. Hehe.. Get your license soon too! All the best!
First Day of Exam
Oh yea... after our exams, I was helping some of the guys photostate some BM notes, and I realised, the Primary kids in Lodge sure do a lot of apple polishing. Apparently, there's this one kid that comes in the library everyday and volunteers to help put books back into the shelves (I wonder what the school pays librarians for) and another kid who knows how to work the photostating machine better than most of the teachers because apparently he's another regular there. Go figure. Anyway, yea... interesting. Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against those kids or the librarian. When I retire, I want to be a librarian in a school like Lodge. I get payed to read newspaper, enjoy aircon, drink coffee, listen to radio, gossip with other teachers and instruct kids to do my job. That's the life. Hehe...
Oh yea oh yea oh yea... I forgot to add in a piece of information in Monday's blog. Anyway, on Monday, during Geography, Brandon forgot to bring his Geography text book. So me being me as usual, got soooo excited and snitched on Brandon. Cikgu Lai was asking everyone to take out their books so I told her Brandon didn't bring his book. So she started to ask Brandon. The guys tried to help him by giving him one of their books to cheat her since she's so blur, but apparently it didn't work. So she was like "Brandon, you didn't bring your book?" and he nodded his head. Guess what she said, "Nevermind Brandon, you're excused". Just like that!!!! Whattt?! When Wafi was sitting at someone elses place, she sent him out. The last time Gkho didn't bring his book she threatened to demerit him. The last time Mich didn't bring her book, she tiu tiu tiu, and now her STAR student didn't bring his book and all she says is "you're excused". CONFIRM YOUR MOTHER LER BRAN!!! Where's the justice??? Hehe... It was funny. Brandon was so malu because we keep saying she's his mother always sayang him and now this. Haha...
RAINFOREST IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS TIME!!! Haha... I'm so excited la. I don't know why either. It isn't suppose to be such big of a deal. I'm so totally addicted to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack now. I don't know why either.
*sigh* Pris is leaving for Penang tomorrow but I won't be able to send her off. If her flight was slightly earlier or later then no problem but unfortunately smack in the middle of BM paper. Oh well... will miss her! Hehe...
Monday, 27 June 2005
One of a kind FIGHTING MACHINE :))
Finally....
Oh yea... Bryan came to school today! Haha... something funny happened today. Before lunch, Brandon was telling me about Bryan. Mich and I said Bryan has always looked very cute and Brandon being Brandon, didn't agree with us and asked if we've seen him recently and we said no. He then snorted and said Bryan is very fat now! Then he told us not to tell Bryan he called him fat (what a meanie). So now I was excited because I couldn't wait to tell Bryan. Hehe... So someone asked what Bryan's father was working as and all Brandon kept saying was he makes roads he makes roads. None of us really understood him. At first someone said Quantity Surveyor, Brandon said no, Engineer, Brandon said no. He kept trying to describe what the job requirement was and to me it sounded like a pekerja buruh so I said labourer. Then Brandon got all excited seeing that now he could blackmail me. So during lunch, I met Bryan at the foyer so I told him Brandon called him fat. Next thing I know, GLiew comes running over and tells Bryan I call his father a labourer :P So I went off for lunch with Mich after that. When i see Bryan again when lunch is about to end, Brandon is gloating and boasting to me that Bryan didn't believe what I said bout him and it all ended with Bryan calling my father a lumberjack. *sigh* It's so fun to have Bryan back. Conclusion, Brandon is a jackass.
I also found out, if I really fail my SPM (touch wood) and not be able to go overseas, I can always end up being a hair consultant (sounds more bunga then barber or hairdresser). Mich actually let me cut her hair this morning. Hehe... so I ended up trying to layer her hair with arts and craft scissors. She claims it hurt. Jelly was having fun watching Mich in pain and me "Woops-ing" whenever something went wrong. For your information, not much went wrong. At the end of the session, the boys thought we were crazy because they didn't actually think that I would dare cut Mich's hair let alone Mich let me cut her hair. We were all pretty satisfied with the result. It was shorter then before and I still managed to keep her layers. Hehe... Cutting people's hair can be such fun... probably because school was shit boring. Oh well...
Where has common sense gone to?
Haih... anyway, just got back from Pris' farewell dinner. Went for steamboat. Apparently it's some place called MyHouse Steamboat and its on the way to Pending by the main road, after the Shell and Petronas but before SMK Pending. Not a bad place with a decent price... RM15 per person. It's got free flow of ice cream *wink*. Anyway, it's been a while since we all got together for a nice meal and it was quite fun. Oh yea... Brandon actually read my blog and he called me up just now to ask what is it I need him to help me do. I was blur so I had no clue what he was talking about until he said I keep tiu-ing him on my blog. So yea... Now I'm on, he's no where to be seen. What a pleasant coincidence.
Oh yea... I FINALLY GET TO SEE JILIN!!! It was a pleasant surprise. First impulse was to whack her in the head but as usual, she was being blur and so bubbly so it's quite impossible to carry it out. It's nice having my best friend back again. Hehe... I'm not so angry anymore.
I still want to kill that man. That is my number 1 pet peeves! Kepo people who are wrong. Conclusion, not all fat men that look like jolly, happy teddy bears are nice. Some deserve to be killed.
STUPID FAT MAN THAT WEARS GLASSES AND HAS PUNY EYES, IF YOU EVER DO COME ACROSS THIS BLOG AND REMEMBERS THIS INCIDENT AND FEEL OFFENDED FOR ME CALLING YOU FAT AND STUPID (I ONLY SPEAK THE TRUTH).... GOOD!!!
Sunday, 26 June 2005
A rojak of thoughts and happenings
Nuts... my backspace key is screwed. It's like jammed so if I press it too lightly it wont move and if i press it to hard it just keeps backspacing and there goes my whole sentence. Ish... mafan.
Anyway, my cousins from Canada who have been staying with me for probably... the last 2 months are leaving in about less than 10 hours time. Going to miss them so much considering I only get to see them the most... once every 5 years? They're a great bunch of people. Seem to get along very well with my friends. Mich has been telling how cute one of cousins is. LoL... Have been trying to play matchmaker all this while but apparently SOME people *ahem* Mich *ahem* don't seem to appreciate it. Oh well... was fun while it lasted.
Arghhh!!! I left my computer for a while to take my cousins out for supper and when I come back guess who left me a message... BRANDON. Goodness.... I was on for like.... the whole night just now and he didn't even come online and the minute I leave my computer, he comes on and oi's me. Geramnye...
Crap... I just remembered I didn't bring my stupid Suntikan Campak form thingy. Apparently the Health Ministry is sending people to all the schools to give students who need jabs jabs :) Oh yea... I realise I haven't gotten my BCG or my Rubella shots yet and yea... was suppose to get them in Primary 6. Oh well... I guess I'm going to die earlier then everyone else. It's funny how the class can come up with stupid questions. When Cikgu Susanna told us about this injection, Kun was asking what would happen if we got HIV or AIDS from the INDIVIDUALLY VACUMN PACKED needles.
Oh yea... In addition to stupid things people in my class say, I remember something stupid Grodon said. We were all in Science class and we found out that Cikgu Chong was engaged and planning to get married and this smart ass Grodon started shouting "Cikgu, can I be the person who lifts your skirt?". He was talking about lifting the train but being your typical boy, anything that was part of a gown and that touched the ground was a skirt. Sounded so obscene. The worst part was, we all started laughing at him and he didn't even realise what he said.
Haih... I'm really going to miss the class. Really really one of a kind. Even though most of them are pain in the asses, pure fuckers or just plain retarded, I know I'll miss them all. I guess it's also due to the fact that the size of the class is smaller then normal. Not even up to 20 people. Oh well, no matter how much they piss me off or even annoy the hell out of me, I do appreciate the really fun times we've all had together. Can't deny the fact that we've all had really fun and sweet memories of each other. Ups and downs (event though it was mostly downs :P) that we've gone through together... *sigh* I hate this feeling... the feeling of wanting to grow up and go see the world and be independent and at the same time, just wanting to be around familiar surroundings, familiar faces and basically the familiar lifestyle/routine of school. I wonder what's going to happen to all of us after school. I'm never good with keeping in touch with people... I don't know why and it's definitely not a good habit.
Class of 2005 (5A)
Taken at Gunung Gading... Probably our last field trip together as a class